Saturday, March 5, 2016

I couldn't speak

Too many tears in my eyes
Obscured my vision and
I was blinded and I felt so
I looked down at my feet
And shuffled, stumbled
I couldn't speak
I was embarrassed
By my weakness
My heart couldn't be honest
And tell you the words
In my mouth and mind
Even though
They were there
Ready to be said
And now
They've pulled you down
From the cross
And they say you are dead
And the words
Are still inside me
And I can only
Beg you for forgiveness
Since you are gone
And I believe
I just wish I had said so
While you were still here
Was that you?
Oh my God
Or am I wrong
That it looked like you
My savior
That it looked
Like freedom