Thursday, March 22, 2018

Dark flesh cloak

I am woven in scars
My mind is alive with pain
My memory is marred
With the fears and shame
My flesh white, and cold
My eyes red and swollen
I am unable to hold
The waves of emotions scream
And the demons of my misery
All know and call my name

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

I Surrender, Completely

Show me no mercy
Offer me no dreams
You already reign in my sleep
You caught my eye, and I was lost
You carried a sort of enchantment
And I am deep in your thrall
In the midst
Never want
Never want
To ever be released
Kiss my lips
Hold my arms
And I'll hold your hips
Come close
Dance until the moment
Transforms into something else
Something consensual
Moves incredible
Your lips so edible
Oh my love
I surrender
Come complete me
Show no mercy
Consume me whole
Join my soul
Reach into my chest
Remove my heart
Replace it with a promise
Say yes
Say yes

Monday, March 19, 2018

Poison Blood

They arrived far too long ago to remember
Cast from a distant and strange universe
The deep ones were brought to earth
when alien gods fell from the sky
They settled in the ocean where the coastal towns
Bore witness to the curse
That humans were both flesh to feed them
As well as breeding stock for the deep ones to breed with
They had no morals to stray from, no higher purpose to rise to
They spoke no clear words with their mouths
As if they were speaking in tongues
The humans had no way of knowing
What the deep ones wanted or were saying
In time humans replied with cannon and guns
Slaying the darkness fallen to the shore
Cursing their villages
When deep ones hungered to spawn
The humans had crushed the fish men
But while they celebrated now
Soon would learn to dread
Every poisoned newborns
Who bore the dna of the ones from the ocean
And if one should pass as fully human
They would then infect, infest again
In the silence of the slaughter
Of the Deep Ones
And thereafter to the evil hybrids
Implanted with the need to spawn
The horror had only just begun

For more and much better Cthulhu text, see Mr Lovecraft's books shown below.

Despair yourself of any hope

Despair of any hope
As the darkness arrives
Be afraid and surrender
You are about to join the hive 
Deep in the black depths of space
An enormous armada of vessels approach
Humans sadly unaware of the armada's proximity
Soon where a blue planet lives, will be a wasteland
It is as if Hell has opened her gates
An overlord desires these humans to bear his yoke
To expand his domain, and to demonstrate his tyranny
Capturing every species able to work in the fatherland


When I wake
My world rarely looks bright
Gray and bleak 
Each morning when I pray
I say to God
I have so many problems
But you my dearest love
My heart
Are not one of them
You are in my central core
Molten fire
Tu es mon coeur
Mon amour pour toujours
Et le plus grand d├ęsir de mon coeur
From the grail
You pour
Pure love

And I am warm
In the deepest freeze
You pour love
Blessing me
Warming my soul
From the Ice age
I'd entered
Before you came into my life 
Je t'adore 
I wait for more
But lovingly

Saturday, March 17, 2018

I'll be alright

Don't worry
No, it'll be fine
I'll be alright
I'll be ok
I'm just wounded
Lots of pain
A tumor but benign
It'll heal and my heart
Will close itself off
To be certain
It can survive the attacks
From the lies
And grievances
Towards me
And my name
No, I can't accept the blame
Nor the shame
Of your accusations
So intricate the web
You weave
Ignoring the heart I have
That grieves
Your treacherous lies
A traitorous heart
That stabbed me
From behind

Friday, March 16, 2018

When it finally happens

I am alive due to having been born
Between great wars
But I am well aware
That was the luck of the draw
People born before me
Spent their lives upon fear
When the world was wild
When the atom was made slave
To the vile plans of man
Humanity instead
Is the slave
Once they fought with shield and club
The spear came later
And eventually the gun
Believing themselves high above
All men, all of the gods
Living in the high tower
They possess power
But they do not realize how it works
Uppermost is not the ability to kill
Nor riches
Nor pleasure
Or leisure
The goal of existence should ultimately be
Just one thing, love
And it is not expressed
By killing others

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Thursday, March 15, 2018


Surrender to the demons
End up one of their number
Surrender to despair and madness
You become the king of flies trapped in amber
You can only fight, hope, and resist
Or your world will forever be chaos
Fight the madness or upon a noose twist
In the wind

Wednesday, March 14, 2018


broken clocks
black hole consuming
no more pain
no more sorrow
useless grieving
the machine of time grinding
to a stop
celestial lights dim
as the veil of eternity
is drawn
no one can hear you scream
as you are devoured
by the end
and oblivion
without resistance
and no power

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Label me now, asshole

Using labels to limit you
Call you names
Make you less than human
They can't accept others
Prefer to view them in a zoo
Preferring a false form of purity
To their confusion
When viewing others
Who look different
To our shame
But the truth of it all is
But for the skin we're the same
Kin of flesh and DNA
One single race, one species
We can't deceive ourselves
About our place
In the pantheon
Of the Gods
We are not them
They are not us
We are the temporal
They are made of cosmic
We are made of dust
Justice is blind
The cosmic is just
Humans are fools
Not worthy of trust

Monday, March 12, 2018

dark dance

The darkness is deep, elegant, mystical
It moves in ways that are silent, deliberate, sinister
It calls to me
Lovingly seduces my mind,
It calms me, energizes me
But there is no redemption in the darkness
Though this mistress, my oblivion invites company
Desires my soul to dance in unison
To love it true, to hold it high above me
In a pas de deux
It lurks inside the shadow
I am hollow
There is nothing left to know
So I dance with it, I dance
But I am not happy
To perform for its pleasure

Sunday, March 11, 2018

Darkness calls

Drain my soul with your hate
I cannot take it any longer
I refuse to blame or find fault
Because I am the weak one
Defiant now, much too late
I needed to be stronger
But together there is a gestalt
The decay is begun
Growing pale from your feeding
Your hunger be sated
I am emptied from the bleeding
This death
Of my flesh
Feels like you celebrating
You will see
My transition
My metamorphosis
Into matter unseen
And entry into perdition
Farewell you've eaten me
And the memory
Of my life

Saturday, March 10, 2018


Every night
I can't dream
I never sleep
Whatever I need
The pain is too much
My flesh is torn
This is a nightmare
A living suicide
I hate your touch
It burns
I bleed
I cannot take any more

Friday, March 9, 2018

Dry Bones

I don't get to decide to live or to die
My existence has been toxic
My presence catastrophic
My life fading
My breath intoxicating worse than cyanide

So many voices shouting inside my mind
Telling me to try one more time

The battle is long lost
My wounds can't be redeemed
I am the ever unwashed
I believe but can't be freed

All of  my sins
Have painted my soul black
And I am lost far from Heaven
I am the king of this world
And that is why it will die
From my hand

Ezekiel 37:1-14

The Valley of Dry Bones

37 The hand of the Lord was on me, and he brought me out by the Spirit of the Lord and set me in the middle of a valley; it was full of bones. He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry. He asked me, “Son of man, can these bones live?”
I said, “Sovereign Lord, you alone know.”
Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the Lord! This is what the Sovereign Lord says to these bones: I will make breath[a] enter you, and you will come to life. I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the Lord.’”
So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.
Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’” 10 So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.
11 Then he said to me: “Son of man, these bones are the people of Israel. They say, ‘Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.’ 12 Therefore prophesy and say to them: ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. 13 Then you, my people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up from them. 14 I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the Lord have spoken, and I have done it, declares the Lord.’”

Thursday, March 8, 2018

Don't bother

I told you I wanted to die
You said Get over it
I told you I liked the thought
Of suicide
You told me that I was overly dramatic
And moreover, I was full of shit
I am nothing but honest
I am not playing for drama
Kissing you again doesn't interest me
Unless your lipstick is cyanide
Kill me
Kiss me deadly
I won't bother to try
I am ready
I'll do

Wednesday, March 7, 2018


Some heroes are admired
Some heroes are despised
They do not get to choose
Inside each of them burns a fire
Some are speakers who refuse compromise
Some are heroes 
Because in defiance of being accused
They do not relent
They are the voice
They are the raised fist
They are those who walk into the breach
Doing what others could not
Doing what others cannot understand
Heroism is neither a trait found in DNA
Nor is it based upon any sort of lineage
Heroism is born from need
Acted upon with fear and hope
Trying to forestall doomsday
Never knowing if they will succeed
Not limited to war, to politics, to religion or space
Heroes are us all, but better
They bleed
They die
They do what others cannot

Noun, plural heroes; for 5 also heros.

a person noted for courageous acts or nobility of character:
He became a local hero when he saved the drowning child.
a person who, in the opinion of others, has special achievements, abilities, or personal qualities and is regarded as a role model or ideal:
My older sister is my hero. Entrepreneurs are our modern heroes.
the principal male character in a story, play, film, etc.
Classical Mythology.
  1. a being of godlike prowess and beneficence who often came to be honored as a divinity.
  2. (in the Homeric period) a warrior-chieftain of special strength, courage, or ability.
  3. (in later antiquity) an immortal being; demigod.

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

inspired the desire

You were the one who inspired the desire
You are the one who sent me upon fire
And left me without water
To extinguish the flame
But you either don't know or care
Or you are the world's biggest liar
I was moved and my heart
Can't take another break
Place my heart upon your altar
Let me in or I'll die of the heartache
A heartache that YOU brought to me
As an offer
Of forever

Monday, March 5, 2018


Bitter the sting
Burns within
Master of fate
Harvest of sin
Drink of my cup
Enter the abyss
Screams rip open
The darkness