I wait for her signals
And don’t know
Now or never
If we should be together
I treasure her
But does she
I cherish
And feel alone
Doomed
For my ever
With every smile
I am fooled
Every change
In her eyes
Seems so strange
So I assume
I am a fool
And think the worst
Despite reality
Telling me first
Something
Quite different
Instead of a blessing
I beg the curse
That doesn’t exist
Until
I give it life
Every look
Is packed with failure
Or is it
I don’t know