and with every breath
my soul whispers
that I love you
every portion of my flesh
is broken and blistered
when I experience deja vu
and you say nothing
in reply
such a bitter
defeat
the weight of failure
so crushing
so painful
and I should say
goodbye before
I make a fool
of myself
or I should say
a bigger fool
I am regrettably
open hearted
and thereby
doomed
