Monday, January 30, 2017

free to be in misery

I am free
leave me be
why do you wonder why
I wince upon the thought
of getting back to being
with you
how we fought
I never want that again
I want to be alone
miserable
unloved
haunted
without anyone
to say I
will never be the one
someone wants
leave me
let me be
miserable all by myself
you don't love me
so why do you want
more from me
than I can give
why do you suck
the breath from lungs
so I can't live
any longer
being with you
is so very wrong
it breaks me
go away
I want to be alone
forever
forever alone