Your look left me blinded, so beautiful
I wanted you but you'd not be mine
Time ticking away, and I stall
As fear destroys all hope inside
My desire for you stole my life
My flesh turns cold, my fears remain
I fell to the ocean, broken
All those dreams lost again
I wanted forever, to walk with you
I wanted forever, for me the truth
Wanted you to desire the same in me
For you to find me beautiful, and I you
I wanted to be redeemed, some proof
To be seen in flesh and spirit, unashamed
I lingered in a moment, I had no hope
I can't be told, all I'll never know
With tears falling, I know I am done
I can never win this stupid battle
Because fear has won
I longed for you, conquered lust
But waited so long, lost my trust
And then it was quickly over
I should've never begun
