And coming out only at night
I barely move from fear
I creep
Out of sight
And world demands
No you will never
See my tears
For I know they fall
But not for your pleasure
Or for any other
Because I have
Dignity despite
Being trapped between
Horror dreams
And awkward existence
Between swimming in shit
And drowning in piss
I can never
Be saved
From this
Still
I resist
I resist
I will never let you see
Me crying
Because I resist
