I am guilty of deicide
By my hand
The lamb was slain
I pounded each nail
I speared his side
And now
Comes the black rain
The innocent always pays for the guilty
The white wool sprayed red by the hand
Of the one covered in sin
Only God knows the darkness within
Me
Why should I be spared when I in despair
Selfishly pray to be remade
I am a fool and coward
I refused my fate
And the world devoured
All I am
All I ever could be