I dreamed I'd made a promise
But when my eyes opened
You weren't here
And all I had
Ever thought was true
Was gone
Had Morpheus forgotten
Or was I no longer his chosen
I just needed you near
Was your love a fad
Now my flesh turned blue
And just a pawn
God I prayed and there is nothing
I have nothing left to want or need
I know for a fact
I will never sleep again
For fear of finding the truth
I am not loved or wanted
No more love no more trusting
Never again do I want to dream
Life and love is a task
All there is, is pain
Nothing can soothe
And forever now, I will be haunted