Sunday, August 23, 2015

To die happy

I am not awake
But I can't sleep
I know this isn't a nightmare
But it sure isn't a dream
I keep saying I've been waiting
But what I really mean
Is my life is over
And I am waiting for Charon
And I have the coins for my eyes
But I keep breathing
I believe
I really really do
So
Why can't I
Just die
River Styx waits for me
But I can't get there
Until it is my time
And I've thrown away
My time piece
And no calendar is worth keeping
All those stupid days
All those things I said
Never real, never true
I am ready
Lord Charon
I am waiting
What is keeping you