with shit
throwing their hate
telling me to get up
and leave
their hate is loud
outspoken
how will I live
after my life
was stolen
Now we are done
Heart filled with holes
Never will sleep
Catastrophic love
Shattered souls
Splintered dreams
slipping into the gray
after losing
what I thought was perfect
there is no hope
coming undone
God
where are you
when these horrors
bleach my bones
suck my marrow
split my brain
and leave me
sick
for the rest of my life
