As a cold rain falls in April
I stare out into darkest clouds
And I wonder my place here
Insomniac, fully wakeful
Losing my dreams
I'm full of doubt
I shiver
And no one draws near
But I can't care any more
Life is temporary
I'll never be restored
As I watch quietly
I truly know
The decay will happen
As flesh fails, silently
The meat falls from bone
With Azrael's chilling laugh
I will gaze into forever
With eternity enthroned
And when ready
I"ll be dispatched
And no one anywhere
Will notice or even care
And that is the way it goes
