Agony

On this, your wedding day, I can see you are glad
Don't know why it matters but I've needed to say
We never made it from friend to any sort of lover
I know you are happy, and I'm so happy for you
Tears falling on my face don't mean I'm sad
I knew you waited for him, not for any other
I know, you made the best choice, I really do
My future is empty without the hope of you
And I want you to live the best life you can
If you need to never see me again, I want that
Even if it guts me like a fish, writhing in agony
So have a great life, I love you, farewell
And I'll just go back to Hell.