Tuesday, March 10, 2026

What I saw in your eyes

I haven't escaped. No, I've been forced to linger. Not knowing how you'd
thought of me, I couldn't just leave. Frankly, if in a different moment and
the pain remained, I might have let it destroy me. But I saw your eyes, and 
saw the future, I saw the children that we have not yet had. It grieved me.
My life had been focused on me. You made me see more. I saw you and... 

The hopes I have, the dreams we find in sleep, some propel others to do 
great things, to achieve. Seeing our children alive in your eyes, I am 
being called by nature, some say a clock, but God isn't limited by time

That destiny with you that I needed to fulfill. Those dreams of our future 
had not yet been filled. I saw who we'd create, meet, due to that a need to 
be together, I'd go there with you. I needed to find my need. My moment 
of purpose. Having a child would change me. From selfish to mature I 
needed this dream, I could see it, from my own selfish, personal need