I asked God why he would ever choose me
From all those who are more kind or loving
I never heard back from him but I dreamed
Seeing all those who refused pain, or belief
A list of those who blamed him for the loss
I shook my head, our species is so ignorant
We blame others, for self induced failures
Knowing and rejecting all of the final costs
We are doomed from the moment we cry
With the one word, never receiving answers
Why
So I accepted the grace, and then prayed
That my questions would find answers
That someday I'd be rid of cancer
And ascend beyond this plane
