Doubt rises inside

The sky is the limit, but only if
We can somehow reach it
With no safety net, or hope
Nothing will catch our fall
I have wings
But they are broken
In the final count
I know I won't be chosen
That is fine by me
Yes I knew the rules
Live for the moment
But life can be cruel
There's nothing that I can do
Not about that
Or for most things
So I doubt
By staring into the abyss
Being consumed by the void
Trapped in the Eternal's gaze
I become aware
Whatever I believe
I might never see the day
That it will never come
When forgiveness is there
To release me
To redeem me
Let me be free
I am ready
For anything
Please let me be free