I can't survive my heart's longings
Or the wild throbbing
When she passes
My train of thought is dashed
I know her and have a need
Because loving leads
To a place I long to experience 
Her simple existence 
Stirs the inside of my being 
If she walks by or I see
Her shadow, even drifting thought
I blush red being caught 
Inside my heart
I hide a secret
A love so perfect
I can't let it show 
No one must know
Or it will drift away
And I will be to blame 
I am a fool unleashed
But life has teased
My soul enters perdition
And I don't have permission
To ever leave
Or be free

 
