Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I knew you didn't love me

I knew you didn't love me
I just didn't know
How much
You can forgive my ignorance
I was confused by your words
By the things you did
By the letters you
By foolish trust
I knew you didn't
But I should have
Despite all the messages
You sent
There were the ones
You never did
That I received
And no
It wasn't my burning lust
But rather my pride
Loving you made me feel
Good inside
You know
I should have known
But I didn't
Because of what you showed me
I should have
But I didn't
I never will
This is all so
Refusing to see
What is what shouldn't be
What is not, yet should be
I knew you didn't love me