Wednesday, May 30, 2018

bear my shame

This note has been crafted carefully
I need to find my place and to bear my shame
I can't find breath but can bleed
I can't spare any hope yet I can mislead
I am the devil in flesh
I am evil incarnate
I am a fool to even think I deserve to know my fate
My moment of clarity
So let me die
Please let me burn
Let me know just how you hurt
I feed on your pain
I feed on your hate
I deserve no clemency
For my crimes
My soul is shit and it is time to say
There is nothing left, only pain
I am tired of knowing this destiny
Knowing I am gone
Should bring you exquisite ecstasy
I have nothing but memories
And they are nothing
But fake
Fuck me
How I love my chains