My life forfeit and nothing left to give
I've had a choice, live, or die with honor
With every step I have to leave it behind
From first to the last, greatest to least
My life was but a small thing to lose
I realize my dreams were wrong
My life spent in wasted time, I'm finished
So let the cynics and critics feast
My hope all lost and completely gone
The love has lost her shine
Failure transcends my beliefs
The line waiting at the gate so long
I've got plenty of time oblivion is patient
And this human life is overrated
I am a sinner revealed, a failed martyr
Not even able to die right