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August 22, 2018, 23:04 hours
USMC Commanding Officer, Unit 3 of the Emergency Response Team is ordered to French Guiana, where an airliner has crashed, and there are no local options. The satellite images show a small clearing near the crash, and an ancient stone building, perhaps a Mayan or Incan temple. Additionally, the President of France has authorized French Foreign Legionnaires to also be used, as the French Guiana still is part of France as an overseas department, as well as being used for jungle survival training with the Legion.
The Early Hours
I am a member of the US Special forces, serving in the role of long range recon and rescue. I have served for two decades, have fought in every conflict, as far back as the supposedly peace keeping work in Mogadishu to the present war against ISIS. I am writing this journal to keep an accurate account of the mission, circa late August 2018, and to account for all that happened, that is unexplained. Perhaps someone in the future will be able to decipher all that has been discovered, recovered, and perhaps saved from being lost.
Preparations
Our units were airlifted to the edge of the jungle
No deeper probes could manage to land
The jungle was so dense
We were swimming in the green
Branches reached for us, the tall grass cut us
We were bleeding simply by moving forward
The vegetation and dead vegetation
Made it difficult to move
Before we entered the jungle
We met our partners
The French Legionnaires arrived on time
And their presence was impressive
More than what I expected
While I’d heard about them
I’d only known them by reputation
I can say now, since the event
They were easily elite
No one I’ve worked with before
Was anything nearly so
We separated into three units
One with Legionnaires
Two units of USMC with 20 men each
An English speaking Legionnaire
Was assigned to be a liaison officer
So we could coordinate our actions
Unit one was USMC
Mappers, Communications, Recon
Unit two, the Legionnaires
Trained in tracking as well as superb soldiers
Unit three was also USMC, my unit
We were lethal, but not stealthy like the others
We had to remain connected
Cut a path through the tall grass
Small trees, fallen logs
And try to leave only a trail
That we could see
"Get to the site quickly and address the situation"
Crash survivors might not survive not for long without aid
We had little to no information about the crash site
No one seems to have discovered it prior
Asked another question in my mind
What if the crash survivors and thereafter responding units
Encountered rebels or drug cartel members
Encountered rebels or drug cartel members
We all were aware of our tasks,
Our task might not be impossible
Still, the questions were considerable
Who had built the temple/ruins
Why did the aircraft land there
Instead of going just 20 more miles to a clearing
We assumed that in the absence of info
Something dangerous was present
Or at least, there was a deficit in information
But were ready to go
We did learn about those in the aircraft
The passengers were not civilians
Though we were not told more
So this added a new layer of complications
Since we had no idea what they were doing
Or what purpose they were serving
If a mission was jeopardized by the accident
That might also add complexity to the mission
How many were alive
How many were able bodied
And the important question
Were there enemy actors nearby
In retrospect we should have known
We just were blinded by the possibility
It felt like we were the chosen
Forced to respond, forced to learn the truth
And with memory being so vague
Even regarding our most vivid experiences
Well who can remember anything with clarity?
Catastrophe makes all thought unclear
And penetrated by emotion
Our unit was composed of specialists
Each performed their task with excellence
Without arrogance
We knew that our mission was perilous
The foliage was heavy, a green maze
Without a path in or out to follow
Trackers were useless
The jungle thick with danger
Nearly every beast venomous
Every plant hazardous to touch
And absolutely to taste
No one wanted the mission
But it had to be done
By mapping the villages effected
We were able to find a center point
From where the horror must have begun
The weather was bad, pounding rain
Wind and steaming humidity
It was so hard to breathe
It took days from the drop off points
For our forces to gather
Choppers could only take us in so far
They dropped their loads
And turned to leave
There was a distinct feeling
We were alone, and on our own
The trek into the target location took three days
It was there in the green hell
That we discovered there upon the floor of the jungle
And hanging from trees
Bodies, in various stages of decay
Not one recognizable after some form of trauma
It reminded me of Billie Holiday’s song Strange Fruit
But this wasn’t about lynching
It was about humans being hunted
Human beings of every race, orientation or gender
No one in either of the two forces had ever met
But we soon would share a fate as one
One thing it was not
A safe place, or easy journey
The USMC choppers arrived at the drop zone
Nearly simultaneously as those of the Legion
The morning was already hot
The mist rose from the jungle floor
And our uniforms were wet
As the dew and sweat intermingled
Members of both forces met, and prepared
We compared maps, made strategic plans
We addressed anomalous readings
From the central point of reference
We were willing to suspend any disbelief
But there was only so much information
Most of the info was suspect
So we had to ask
Were we about enter an enemy’s lair
Was this temple one devoted to good
Or was it a temple of damnation
Our future task
Beyond survival, beyond finding answers
To retrieve living survivors of a crash
To bring said survivors out of the site
I could only hope
In the absence of knowing
But hope in a vacuum does nothing
It can cause dangerous of settings
To be more dangerous than
Than it would otherwise become
But once we left the start point
Our journey to hell had begun
Our light equipment soaked
But so light and made of such material
But so light and made of such material
As to not be any heavier a burden
Black hard plastics and gunmetal glistening
We were about to enter a place perhaps unseen for millennia
The ghosts in the jungle were listening for our approach
However silent or hidden we could be
It remains odd
The feelings of the scene
Jungles absolutely dark
No sign of humanity
Some of the force spoke to each other
Soon enough, though
The setting caused silence
I remember the horrible screams
I remember the smell of death
But, while we saw this
Heard this
It could not be experienced
Without a sense of unreal
I believed in God before this
But now I believe in Hell
The deeper we went
The more difficult the terrain
Soon enough, we looked like the jungle
Colored by the mud
Stung and bitten by insects
Bleeding from the bites
Slashed by tall sharp grass
In a world pristine
And by that I mean
Almost completely
Untouched by human hands
Together on foot
We learned each other’s name
We were a team with goals
Because we were professionals
Nothing anyone could do
As an individual
Would be able to change
This world untouched by men
Despite knowing the blight
When greedy people cut down
Burn, destroy in the name of money
A jungle such as this
There will be wrath
Unleashed
Trust me
In a world so dark with life
We had no choice but to go
Forward into the darkness
We had no way of seeing
Only compass and tracker beeps
Could lead us to the plane
Before anyone asks, or suggests
The two units acted as one
No notion of national pride could be seen
The reason for it was simple
This dark place on earth might seem serene
But it was not a dream
A nightmare
Waking, and perceiving
Collecting information
We had to understand what lay before us
In this dank dark forest
Fears deepen
And the isolation leads to seeing
Demons, illusion and dread
Not a Garden of Eden
Rather, a lost paradise
Gone native
Let alone irrational thought
Although the jungle was loud
Scary and alive with sound
We allowed no idle chatter
This place teamed with living things
But this was a hidden irony
The wealth of life diverse
Hid a world where difference
Had often led to slaughter
The silence and isolation
Allowed for disaster
And catastrophe
In the lost in time darkness
The jungle so vital and pregnant
The darkness birthing the exotic
No one could enter this lost place
And expect to survive
Without training or excessive luck
The existence of the temple
Previously unknown
Would almost certainly have become a beacon
Calling to the scavengers and souvenir hunters
The jungle was alive
That is completely accurate
But the darkness found
The shadows cast
Created a murk
The floor and the canopy
Despite being home
To untold life forms
Was also covered in death
Bodies and flesh scattered
Covering the ground
Vile smells and ichors abound
We could not see more than 10 feet
In any direction, even up to the canopy
While the evidence of horror existed
The vision of hell was ubiquitous
The trail of death was before us
It was so much nuance
And nothing at all direct
Bodies and parts strewn about
So much so that we could not discern
The correct path or trail
We had a secret weapon
Among our number was a tracker
Of enormous renown and fame
He had a certain swagger
Through the root covered,
Tangled living path
He took the point
His skills were sublime
Few could challenge if in contest
The world we were in
Constantly reached for us
Scratching, holding, biting
Our last radio transmission
Came from the central command
Letting us know that another unit
Was being brought to the zone
A unit with rescue training
And medical specialists
No one at this point assumed anything
And the jungle’s reach
The sound of nothing
Being screamed loudly
We were fighting the thought
Let alone the actual thing
A darkness that hunted us
Without hope for justice
The bodies in the trees kept us aware
That the sounds were intended
To drive us mad
If the crash site held survivors
They’d need immediate retrieval
Not just for the physical injuries
But the mental damage
That this isolation
And fear could cause
My aide began, at this point
Telling me about his assumption
That we were being led into an ambush
One that would used to spark a war
Since I didn't know any countries
Involved in French Guiana
As friends or foes other than France
I can remember being skeptical
But I can also remember and confess
There was an absolutely psychotic pall
Covering every member
Every step further I know it felt
Like all of us were entering a world
Different in every way
That we would likely not return
And the results of the mission are known
That feeling was not wrong
Whoever and however it happened
Our progress felt and I know
And acknowledge
Feelings are not fact
But Damocles's sword was hanging
Over all of our heads
Fear of the unknown is common
Fear of the unknown is emphasized
By the vision of dead bodies in trees
Screams of the muffled dying
We were in a world
So unlike our own
Soon the thoughts and fears swirled
Telling me about his assumption
That we were being led into an ambush
One that would used to spark a war
Since I didn't know any countries
Involved in French Guiana
As friends or foes other than France
I can remember being skeptical
But I can also remember and confess
There was an absolutely psychotic pall
Covering every member
Every step further I know it felt
Like all of us were entering a world
Different in every way
That we would likely not return
And the results of the mission are known
That feeling was not wrong
Whoever and however it happened
Our progress felt and I know
And acknowledge
Feelings are not fact
But Damocles's sword was hanging
Over all of our heads
Fear of the unknown is common
Fear of the unknown is emphasized
By the vision of dead bodies in trees
Screams of the muffled dying
We were in a world
So unlike our own
Soon the thoughts and fears swirled
At this point it was as if
Into a whirlpool of fear we were tossed
We couldn’t react to the screams
We were surrounded
By something we could not see
Instead it was something that could be felt
We couldn’t make out the voices
Or the screaming from the distance
A green luminescence could be seen
Perhaps better said, perceived
Each unit of the three,
Kept contact with the others
It was important in such darkness
And we could not afford to become lost
But at this time our first losses did happen
Two members of the unit of French Legionnaires
Had fallen into the swamp on either side of the path
And both were sucked beneath
Nearly instantly
And someone shouted freeze
Nobody then moved
For minutes it seemed
We perceived more danger
From above us
In the trees
Then came the end for many
When an electric pulse that exploded
Leaving only dead in the wake
One unit was completely wiped out
Their flesh was burned
Foul smoke rose from their corpses
In the swamps were the remnants
In the trees pieces of flesh
Notices would have to go out
Night was falling
No time left
To bury the dead
When the bodies decayed
They’d lay on the floor of the jungle
Or float to the surface of the swamp
Unrecognizably bloated
We survived by chance
But due to that
We became the chosen
To carry on
Moving forward
Through the undergrowth
Watching our step
Uncertain what caused the blast
And again we heard those screams
When we tried we could hear clearly
This time
Don’t go any further
Or the rest of you
Will be sacrificed
To the gods
We are those who serve
You are intruders here
Death awaits you
From the tree tops
To the jungle floor
You will be scattered
As food for the inhabitants
And your souls
Will be removed
Your corpses nude
Vacant eyes will cry
And then, we heard women screaming
Please let me die
No more torture
No more
We assumed the voices were piped in
How could we have thought anything else
We gathered our wounded, set the dead aside
Began moving further in, quickly
Avoiding any clear obstructions
Trying to keep each other in view
In the darkness
In the living glowing green
A great smell rose up from the jungle floor
A dead body had to be the reason
The particular body causing the stink could not be found for ID
As most members of our party had not been in war
They’d not know the smell of death’s excretions
And however well trained, no one could foresee
Finding dead men hanging from branches
And their viscera fallen in piles of gore
Stepping to miss the remains was impossible
The darkness obscured vision
The massive exposed roots were an obstacle
Yet we moved with precision
And the decision was made
To find shelter, and take a rest
We fashioned a tent complex
Men tended to wounds
Some slept
We typed our mission codes
Sending back messages to HQ’s
Whether on ship or via satellite
Our initial reports were depressing
But we weren’t expecting rescue
Some men were going nuts from bites
The bugs got straight through the meshing
We told the soldier’s truth
Making sure the information was right
We were anxious despite still resting
Who knew the toll could be so bad?
Above us was thunder
Not rain but choppers
We could hear Blackhawks flying overhead
They sent word that they were bringing help
But we had to wonder
What was so important, were we all cannon fodder?
Already had some dead
We weren't some raw cadets
We were vets
We paid our dues
In any event, the choppers couldn’t disgorge cargo
The canopy was too thick
And human packages were too precious to lose
We were worn already
Not quite exhausted but
We had to take a break
Under our tents we could rest
But we knew our task was urgent
So we had some caffeine, had some grub
And broke camp after a couple hours
Ready to face the quest
We knew something terrible waited us
At the crash site there were probably casualties
And almost certainly some deceased
None among us wanted to turn back
And we recognized something of note
The further we went the darker the forest
But the green glow from the plants increased
We were wary but ready
And there is something in a military person
That the path ahead is welcome
That the path ahead is welcome
And retreat or defeat dishonorable
So the team spirit still seemed high
But our walk towards doom
Seemed to have begun
Again we could hear ghastly voices
But we could not locate their source
We were going to go further
Our duty left us no choice
But the stench of death was heavy
And we could simply feel the dread
Not one of us was refusing to move
We had no desire to fall back
Something compelled us
Not that we know what
To keep moving forward
It was not a hard pace ahead
We were not relentless
Yet, were kept moving
Yet, were kept moving
Soon we began seeing ghostly visions
In the shadows of the jungle
We saw figures running
We saw figures running
Or just standing
And when we made for their position
Or raised a weapon
They bled back into the darkness
Becoming one with the black
And glowing green
We had no way knowing what they were
But we wanted to kill them
For whatever reasons
It felt like they were mocking us
From the distance
And then we saw the plane through the jungle
It had burned some, and the top had been ripped off
As if it had been a tin can
And the force landing had used a can opener
The closer we approached it was clear
No one could have survived that crash
So, what was sending out radio distress calls
Were we sent for one reason, but told another
Why were we there?
And yes, for those who might wonder
We all cared
Seeing the bodies in contorted pose
We recognized their suffering
And we then, getting face to face with the dead
We saw the temple
It was a massive pyramid, but
Without sculptures or drawings to decorate it
And it seemed covered in green moss
That glowed, like the stuff we’d seen before
None of us “wanted to die”
But we knew something happened
And we wanted to know what
So, we approached
And prepared for our descent
Into the heart of the temple
Arriving there we knew
This was nothing commonplace
Nor ordinary
And as if by command, as we left the cover
Of the jungle
The rain became heavy
Falling like soft acorns
In giant blobs
We sorted our gear at the temple entrance
But with the rain we entered the opening
Standing inside just far enough
So that we weren’t soaked even more
No one was dry
But the pounding rain
Could soak through multiple layers
When our attention returned to our mission
Instead of rain, nature, and exhaustion
Something definitely announced itself
There was a smell
Rising from the depth of the stairs
And going down we knew what it was
Arrival
We wondered if we were entering a trap
We wondered if we were entering a trap
But before we could move on
Members from each squad began screaming
Holding their hands over their ears
Making sounds like dogs being beaten
Dreadful noises
Symphonies of hell or oblivion
Tears poured down their faces
And in a couple cases, the member collapsed
In the moment we did not know
Whether they were dead or unconscious
Those who did not collapse did stop screaming
The most intense pain seemed to be felt by those
Who had blood coming out of their ears
Others began speaking in excited voices
How they had seen images
From the depths of the temple
It was a tomb, with dark green luminescent moss
And rising to meet them
Were Jaguars
Were cat pelt wearing warriors
Were skeletons
All approaching
To kill them
One however said
He saw one of the Legionnaires
8 feet tall, armed and firing his weapon
Another said all he saw
Was a skeleton reaching for a key
To open the prison cell with a mist rising
And the stench of death lingering in the nostrils
And a taste of bitter metal in the mouth
We immediately realized that
Something bigger than us
Bigger than our ability to kill
Was waiting for our approach
After the entrance
We went outside to try to call for assistance
But our radio units did not work
The rain began to fall much harder
The bodies of the members fallen
Were in fact dead
Those who received visions and screamed
Were unable to proceed
Our numbers were low
We’d not come close to making a descent
I sent a satellite request with our laptop
And it might have worked
I didn’t get a response but
It also didn’t have the dead air
That happened with the attempted radio contact
The wounded with bleeding ears
Began to fall unconscious
Then, a new sound occurred
It sounded like death
Grinding metal, explosions
And a scent permeated the air
Like a swamp, dead meat, and sulfur
We couldn't believe our eyes
Or our minds
And the event was ongoing
In the words of my tech sgt
Or our minds
And the event was ongoing
In the words of my tech sgt
Our ass was grass, and now
We were about to be mowed
And the teeth of the beast
Now showed
Bursting from the temple entrance
With sound, fire, and danger
An 8 foot tall or larger
Half man
Half beast
With two jagged daggers screamed
Bow before me mortals
Your death will bring me pleasure
And condemn you
To eternal torment
My only response was to begin to pray
I didn’t believe in anything
But I thought at this point
But I thought at this point
If I ever had a moment of clarity
Before I was to die
And needed a friend
On the other side
It was at this moment
Just like with the radio call
No answer
No answer
I leveled my weapon
Aimed and emptied a clip
Began to reload
Fired until it stopped
I ran out of ammo
And hope
The recording device and personal notebook of _____ _______, censored for security reasons, was discovered at the crash site along with the bodies and the equipment of the 3 units.
And hope
The recording device and personal notebook of _____ _______, censored for security reasons, was discovered at the crash site along with the bodies and the equipment of the 3 units.