Friday, December 25, 2020

Wait

The wait has been incredibly painful
Mired in fear, self doubt, and nightmares
Being alone in the midst of the dark
Wondering if loving me is shameful
Wondering if anyone out their cares
And could ever love my heart
As I journey into my mind
All the abandoned hopes inside
There is only me, there
And I fight thoughts of loneliness
And suicide
Wanting to be completed by one other
Who may never arrive
I am alone in here
A heart surrendered
A will forgotten
Forsaken
Waiting forever
To be ignored
A choice never taken
Until you appear