I am not a jealous man
Watching others play the game
Loving and holding hands
Caressing, kissing
Loving in public
Has never made me glad
I've suffered as long as I've been an adult
Alone meant that I was forever sad
What everyone else receives when I do not
Should not move my attitude in any direction
But I believe I will some day have more
Than this world of silence and solitude
What can I do but wait?
Until I receive what I deserve
All I can do is hope that I can endure
This empty desert
