He was in room, alone, writing"I loved her once, and still do
But so very very differently
I'd repented of wanting her
Which is all that I wanted
I had need to exorcise my demons
For they never will relent
And her beauty I acknowledge
Yet with this, she moves me
Yes, but hurts me more
Remembering my every flaw
As if it judgment, more than lore
My body craves her touch
But I ponder the result
A lush and lavish reward
Or being sent away
Never chosen
Otherwise my reward is to freeze
In her icy pitch black cold depths
I am trapped in amber
A relic
Frozen there
Forever more
