I can't remember
I wanted so badly to be
Loved
I wanted to be together
Without loneliness
I needed to be
Loved
I wanted forever
I needed more than what I knew
I wanted to be loved but
I also wanted you
So now where am I
Walking alone
Going to an empty apartment
You deeply occupied my heart
You became my home
And somehow
We failed
And I've lingered in that failure
I could do nothing to atone
Like a ghost who haunts me
Your memory, our history
In my mind comes and goes
As if I had a cancer
I am unable to heal
Alone
