You know, I don't know why I did it but did freely
And gave you every ounce of my misplaced trust
I was a fool, you then used me, you were so cruel
There were no games being played, I'd just failed
Couldn't understand a world that didn't have rules
With no claims against you, you see me as insane
Who on the planet would do what I seem to choose
So thank you for opening my eyes, to all my flaws
Stare into the abyss, caught in a responding gaze
I am aware of it all, and deeply stare now instead
Into a black hole of compassion, with a great awe