I was told I must play with honor and learn their sort of game
They never told me the rules, then beat me for my mistakes
Saying I was wrong and now I would be made to break
Life is a journey and the map offers pathways to take
This was their way of constantly crushing my soul
And whatever I did, they wanted complete control
Over time I'd saved two coins for Charon's toll
They had doomed me I'd need to be consoled
I'd leave upon my own terms, now I resist
By rope, I'd let the winds make me twist
I hadn't need for anyone, I know I exist
I refuse their anger, refuse their fist
I choose to be or not be, so I exit
The end near, behold the abyss
Azrael, offers me a kiss
It is a choice I make
The risk I will take
For my own sake
My own sake