Sitting in this ice cold April rain
Knowing I'll never go back again
Feeling washed out, filled with doubt
Because as pain spreads, you bleed
You'll never have what you need
It doesn't matter, no one cares a bit
You could be totally broken within
And not one person would stop
Or offer you help to finally get out
It is an endless chase of your tail
And with every time you fail
It grows worse, so much worse
I know that I've been cursed
My presence in life is a stain
A feeling enhanced by chance
By sordid facts and circumstance
And then it falls
A constant and cold April rain
Falling hard, falling steady
Let the Darkness consume me
Darkness consume me now
I am lost, and I am tired
Consume me, I am ready
