The Beast Within

My flesh controls me
Despite an original divinity
That was planted inside
I am and have been a beast
You can see the rage in my eyes
I hunger for flesh
I long to consume
I seek and I find death
As my flesh is a tomb
I am a living failed suicide
I am under no control
Neither from government
Nor from law
I am the avatar of doom
In love with destruction
I've lost my soul
Or perhaps
I've never possessed one
My ending looms
For I am unable to prevail
But I'll play the role
And let others decide