Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Not enough, and wanting more

I've been given much
And always wanted more
I'm a true glutton and sponge
In fact, I'd call myself a whore
I dare say, even flawed I want love
I need, want intimacy, but I'm ignored
I need to be loved, and I just want touch
But I've done things that make me abhorred
I've done nothing to make you have any trust
I've failed, because at one time
I was truly adored
From this world to the next
I'll always remember
How greatly I failed with such sweet regret
I'll surrender this body, try to pretend
That God could have a use for my dreams
In eternity's ghetto, made just for me
I'll go now, he is holding the door
I hope to be restored
Oh please let me be redeemed
Perhaps I can sleep in his safe arms
And then I'll finally have enough