Or the passion in your voice as you spoke
I was too busy crying, too busy lying
And the words got stuck in my throat
I never wanted to lose you
But now
I know, it isn't up to me
I was born again in your love
But I sadly realize
I've worn a mask in this relationship
Refusing to give you everything
In my being, to you
I struggle with these words
Because they reveal my shame
The sins and mistakes teaming
I am sorry for my life
You gave all
And I did nothing
But watch you go