If you stare at the mirror and scream will you get him to return? No, he won't. I know because I did the same and you didn't come back. I stayed but you wanted me to go. You were so very bored, finished hurting me, finding it a game no longer fun. You mocked my love, saying I wasn't a man.
I said I still loved you. And there was silence.
No, I wasn't the one for you to linger with in the sunshine of summer and glory days. My crime was to stay after your insults and cheating. I remained, I was a man in love, sadly with someone who wasn't.
I spent the years waiting for the day when you would find yourself in the exact same place that I was. What you are feeling, I know how it feels. There's nothing I can say to help you understand why,
nor at this point how to learn to believe.
