We spent a life together
And then stopped somehow
I was immature, stupid, a fool
But that's not me, not now
I'm aware how I've failed you
How can we go from best friends in school
To enemies in love, enemies forever thereafter
You needn't care, I understand
Just where we've been
I still want you to know
There's more than my hurt
And more than anger inside of me
So, I get we weren't ready then
But, in the present
Please see that I still think of you
In ways you wouldn't think
If you refused to let me grow
I am sorry for being me
When I wasn't ready
I'll go away for good
Unless you tell me
I'll let you choose