My heart skips beats
Causing me fears or dreams
Of having an attack, at least
That might reunite me with you
Don't you know I never recovered
After your body was discovered
I believe I'll see you again
But in the meantime
I can't think
Too hard to decide
But I can't commit suicide
At least I know that
I've gone through enough
And refuse to put a dagger in the back
Of all I love and who I most respect
Unlike you
When you killed me
With blue and white pills
And an emptied bottle of Jack
