Saturday, May 30, 2020

Screaming at the ringing phone

As it rains outside
There is a storm inside
I feel faithless and bleeding
Letting the black bleed out
I keep wondering if you believe
And I'm filled with epic doubt
What does it mean to love
And not have someone to answer
When I call
Might as well try cyanide
Doing my best not to shout
The phone keeps ringing
And lead keeps singing
Telling me to just give up
Just give in to the voices
Telling me I am alone
And there is no one left
I know there is more
But I've bled too much
My mind goes black
I am seeing stars
And can't go back
All this comes
From this love for you
And I wonder why
To hide my face
And not react
As I listen to the phone ring
I know you'll never be there
Even if you are waiting
For the next call