I prayed
And continue to pray
Begging to be released
From the misery
Of going on
After she is gone
You cannot accept something bad
And call it good
You cannot call something right
When it is so wrong
And there remains nothing you can do
To make it better
Only pray
And keep praying
I've never been bitter
Only aware
There will never be another
Like her
Until she returns
Or I leave
I cannot be redeemed
My life is stained
Like blood down the sink
From a dangerous cut
I refuse to wonder
Can't bother to think
What will become of me
