I never said I am afraid to have a child
I said I didn't know that I wanted to be a part of a plan to bring a child into a world where the ravaging mobs are so wild, when a world is at odds with hearts scarred.
This world moves forward, the pace of life and immutable fate endures. However we will love is limited by our own limitations no matter how deep, how perceived or how pure.
I said yes because perhaps he'll save us rather than becoming the one who is hated for being single moment that the point of no return is reached by his existence finally exceeding limits of this material planet through his grueling existence with a childhood stolen.