The reason of my rage
It never mattered after that
Now he returns to mind
And I can't respond
Not even sure what I feel inside
My heart so often broken
Can't take more
The wait has been beyond my patience
I will say I forgive and choke upon
The tears of denial
Pray I can move forward
But pain and sorrow freeze me in place
I am grieving
A ghost
Ignoring the horrors
Of a life never meant
To be lived
