Am I Nothing?

What if I'm nothing, unworthy of being
Who I can I be, if I've never been seen
I'm a shadow, empty, a hollow thing
Do I matter to anyone, or have dreams
Or am I a speck of meaningless dust
Have I been so fully unworthy of trust
Unchosen, broken, a prayer unspoken?
I am not the one, with any sort of answer
I was, I know, created, not the creator
And yes I know I can't forget that
But once I die, I will find out who he is