I know others lied
When they denied
The truth
I thought you were beautiful
And you are
But not inside
Inside you were a crash scene
With limbs and organs broken and destroyed
As always, I am dutiful
But loving you was suicide
You should have set off alarms
With every mercy denied
The love so serene
I would dive into the void
To deny the truth
You wound me
Destroy me
And in the end
I should rejoice
But instead
I am dead
Inside
Yes
I love you
But it hurts
And that pain
Never goes away