Is self hate
Because
Without you
I just wait
To cover myself
With the veil of death
When my life is over
And there is nothing left
To sleep and dream
Being still alone
To have known you
In my heart
And in my mind
But never together
In this reality
I long for you
But you are a thought
A moment
A dream of someplace
Where I can be alive
I am fooling myself
And will never know
Your touch
Your love
My body is cold
I am alone
Forever without you
In these
My heart's catacombs
