In morning
Here in my office
I hear a blizzard wind
Constantly blowing
Very hard to be outside
I'm in a world of pain
But I'm hidden away
Pain everywhere
Even on my inside
I chose this life
Nobody else to blame
I dream of the day
Of love and warmth
Instead of blame
As days go by so fast
I know my heart won't last
Broken and wondering
What's the point?
Does it even matter
With that faint hope
A heart thundering
My dreams all scattered
Time to take a pause
Stop worrying
What I am is old
I've had enough pain
Lord I pray
Let me leave with the day
Dreams of an old man fade
And I close my eyes
Nothing left inside
And I fade
In twilight
The dusk
Takes me
Home
