But it was what it was
I still got the suffering
Never celebrating
How my fate broke the story
Of a life's sacrifice
Fate blew cold
Blew hot
Would never not retaliate
Against me
No matter what I did
Wherever I went
What disguise I wore
Still it was there
It found me, hollowed me
Sucked the life from my bones
And the spirit left inside
Left as a remnant spirit
Still impossible to renew
Suicidal and yet, alive
Too scared to quit
What do you doNothing is holy
When you surrender
Nothing remains
When you are insane
But your bones
Left behind in little piles
Perfect little rows
