I wait for the end
My life paid out
With wrath
That crushes souls
My journey
So long and alone
Yet I never held doubt
I walked the despised path
Hated and spat upon
Storms crushing hope
Black clouds
The bleeding rains
Pouring down
So very cold
Wounds never heal
Never rising above
Bitter shame
I can never last
But for now
I endure
But even in
Mother's arms
Even held by love
I can not sleep
Nightmares fill my head
Haunting my dreams
Until I lay
Wakeless
Yet awake
And pray
For any kind
Of relief
