I walked all the way
To the far edge of existence
I didn't find you waiting there
Like a kid for Christmas
What there was
What there should have been
Two different things
But I got neither
For my persistence
All I found
Was wanting
Needing
And no relent
To the torment
Of being without you
Not even for a fucking moment
I miss you
Your scent
Your sound
Your presence
And I am left alone
Forever in your absence
And still searching
Finding no
Contentment