My madness is again begun
Spiraling deep into shame
I keep rethinking my shit
Slicing into flesh, to relieve my pain
Sprayed my life upon the concrete
Finished
Nowhere left to run
Only myself to blame
How complicit
I feed my disguise
Living my lies
Oh Jesus
There is nothing I can do
Please hold me
I am so cold
Soon
This life removed
So askew
Jesus take me with you
I have nowhere else to turn
The hurt
Oh God it burns
Please Jesus let me free
So I don't do
What I want to do
