Never will be

Your eyes, so smoky and dark
I see the children there
That we never had
Never will
And it breaks my heart
Every time
Your voice calls my soul
I hear the words
That make me whole
But now I never
Never will be
Now I am so desolate
In my solitude
Without hope
Nothing can console me
Nothing can be redeemed
I stand outside looking in
Seeing who you are
Knowing I will never be
The one holding your hand
Kissing your lips
Soothing the scars
Within
Never will be