Why did she leave

I never knew love before she came into my life
And now I'll never know it again
She left and took my heart and all my time
While memories remain
She is gone
And my heart is grieving
And I can't see the point
Of going on at all
I may never hold her
Never kiss her
Never be with her
Ever again
And that is a cost
That I can't afford to pay
And if I wait
Until all hope is fled
She isn't coming back
My life is over
Instead
Whether I am alive
Or
Dead