You watch as they passed from this existence
Never able to interrupt the reaper's work
And you end up broken, and shaken
Darkness became my mistress
Despite the cross that I wear
I whisper to god I don't know
Why make me live
Why not let me go
Does god care?
I beg to die
Since I am not allowed
To suicide
When it is all I long for
Why do I try
When I am the one
Left behind
