Fade

Sorrow haunts me
Fading desire
To survive
Now too weak

And nearly gone

Grieving

Laying in bed 

Feel like dying

Wanting the unconscious

But I can't force my self

I am not that strong

Still screaming inside

Conscience still bleeding

Rolling over and over

In mental agony

Not sleeping

Again

Another night lost

Overactive mind

Losing everything

My tears have long since dried
I can't stop thinking

My memory fades

Except for what you said

I lose when I try to face

That reality

I fade away

Wish I could forget it all

You said goodbye

And then you left

You said you don't love me

Any longer

There are no words

For the hurt I am feeling

Other than abject regret

Far too much to remember

You left me blind and deaf

Still no dreams on the way

My eyes open wide

Staring at the ceiling

Alone

Fading

Fast